I Do Believe This is In Good Taste!
JoyEver since I was a really young kid I hated telling people about stuff. And the reason is really kinda weird. I crave for attention from people. I love attention but I've gone most of my life feeling like I don't deserve it. I shouldn't ask for it. So I hide my birthday from people, see if they'll remember. I thrive when I'm sick or injured because then people give me love and attention without my having to do anything.
Right now my jaw is...well, painful. But I act like it's nothing. I act like it's fantastic because I don't feel like I should be adding more onto it. People will give me attention whether or not it really hurts...so I might as well not burden them too much.
But that's really not the point...the point is this::
It's my Birthday today!!! I AM 20 YEARS OLD TODAY!
20!!
YES!
HA!
And you know what? I feel great! I feel like I'm ready to be twenty! And I feel beautiful and sexy and loved! I feel confident and strong!
I don't have a boyfriend/relationship but I am SO AWESOME WITH THAT! I am my own person and I don't deserve anything less than the perfect guy!
I have awesome friends!
I have a family that loves me...and even though they offer very little sympathy I love them all to bits!
I have had such a damn good life for the past 20 years! Elementary school was a struggle that helped me grow. Highschool was a time when I discovered that I could have friends just as awesome as the people on television. I've met people who will someday be famous artists and actors.
I've regretted nothing!
And I shall continue to live my life moving forward with confidence!
HUZZAH!
And if I recall...we had a very interesting thread starting up there.
*sad face*
But I'm glad things are goood~
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All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete.~<3
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NUH...NOOOOOOO! *Drowns in a puddle o' tears*
That totally sucks...But I wasn't even around at the time, so I couldn't halp it.
(My computer was gone for a REALLY LONG TIME OMG.)
How's life for yooou? c:
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Ayaa: I smile dazzlingly in the moonlight.
And my eyes sparkle incandescently and sexily.
And I say in a deep smouldering voice,
"That sounds awesome desu".
uhmm...things are fine, I've been busy with a lot of work but...you know, uni tends to do that
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All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete.~<3
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But don't believe in yourself!
Believe in me, who believes in you! ;D
*SHOT*
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Ayaa: I smile dazzlingly in the moonlight.
And my eyes sparkle incandescently and sexily.
And I say in a deep smouldering voice,
"That sounds awesome desu".
*pats*
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All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete.~<3
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